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The Heaven of Hell
05:26
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All paradise is lost
When inferno is everything I'll ever see
Eyes imprinted with views of loss
Solitude with doubts still consuming
Happiness will continue to falter
I envision a hope that stays
I have faith that my suffering will bring me life for eternity
The heaven of hell; the hell of heaven
The other side is the self
Its the pain of perspective
The heaven of hell; the hell of heaven
Fractured, intangible shell
Is anything worth it?
Blank, and tired
of memories too bitter to deceive
rest, in fire
inferno purge me forth from suffering
this daily calamity is inside of me
It aches for its release
I am the malady
Aching inside of me
I form this reality
En-framed, this is my consistent state
the descent is consuming me
I am caught in the disparity
There is a hell inside of me
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Expire
04:03
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I have been waiting
For an expiration date
Cutting closer, agony will circulate
Veil of death, please let me in
I am ready for this life to face apocalypse
Its not enough to be a human fiend
Lacking the substance to shed for anything
This mortal cage is suffocating
Its not enough to be a tormented wraith
Bring me oblivion and everlasting sleep
Death is a release that ive been waiting for
expiration save me from this sore heart as i care too much
Expiration, serve me the explanation of this torment of hail fire
Expire; welcoming as we fade
Holding on to the dust of the last remains
We cannot change this state
Facing oblivion and shedding flesh to breakaway
identity collapse when we expire
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searching for something beyond me
Belial, this skin I’m in is just a cage, and a prison
Its not a temple, its a place for me to die in
I'm dying to break through this state of being
Its not a composite of loss, its a state of seething
Always rooted in a depth of meaningless, existence is a burden that i can’t accept
Save me the burden of wondering
If there's something more than a boundless mortal cage
searching for something beyond me
Something more than emptiness in human state
Soul denial, you are bound to this suffering
Common threads form a web for this looming malady
Shed your semblance of this mortal coil
Separate me from this dying world
Separate from this septic skin
Toxins blend with blood i drip
Breathing torment, just let this cycle end
Mortal,
its expiration
Mortal
I have been lying in wait
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Nameless Inferno
04:39
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Hold, tempting cull
I can’t stall
Tears that I’ve shed, formulate my rest
I identify no longer
Feigned,
these waves still decimate my faith
my faith absolved in apathy
Inferno, without a name
Inferno, I cannot blame
Inferno, a cleansing
Inferno
in this nameless inferno
i can’t tell where ill begin, and where ill go
I’ve been engulfed can’t return home
Its just layers of anguish that form my soul
Grief consumes me,
I mourn the loss of serenity
I warrant peaceful cuts, from this mortal cloth
Spectral pain, just set me free
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Parapraxis
04:37
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Truth cannot be satisfied
It always finds a way to sink its teeth
It siphons air to break parity
And through it’s pain, it sets me free
And through it’s pain it’s sets me free
It sets me free
Youthful impermanence is paralleled by ignorance
but hides its flesh in peace
So sacrifice the only thing that bleeds
Lies incarnate
For the life you forget
It surfaces beyond your realm of sleep
So may the fucking truth unshackle me
Slip through unsaid words
Unconscious wishes ,
Empty promises with bitter intentions
Truth,
A blessing and a curse
You can’t keep it in
It finds its way to surface your suffering
Verified
What is wrong or right, you can’t decide
You try to run from what is left for you to uncover suffering
In part, the wisdom lies within the lie of fictitious deities
Unconscious wishes
empty promises with bitter intentions
Truth
a blessing and a curse
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(A)pathetic
04:39
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You’re pathetic; clinging to things that forsake you
Maintaining your childish perspective fails you
May it be the noose that will drag your feet
And force you to reflect on every defeat
I don’t care anymore; you are pathetic in your form;
You lick the wounds of your body yet
You abandon your vitality
You say the world is a danger yet you live in your captivity
You refuse to see
That you are the existence that is plotting your viral disease
You’re made me so apathetic
I can’t believe you let me watch you die
Without you it’s all copacetic
My fund of empathy is bare and dry.
You are pathetic
So cling to things that forsake
I hope they tear you apart, i hope they break you
When you cry for relief
I hope that your reflection provides you all of your mercy.
Apathetic.
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Retracing Patterns
00:41
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Doom of Souls
04:01
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Doom of souls, you are bound to endeavour
Retraced patterns until the coil is severed
Furled smoke in the rays of an ember
Lapsing memory will not make it better
It can’t erase it
It seeps its way right through and shape shifts
Though a new form, it’s the same gaping phantom ache
Metaphysical hemorrhaging
Return to state, cycle through the beginning
Become imprisoned in the threads that are spinning
Fate is a metaphor for repetitious gore
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9. |
The Basement
04:47
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Blind faith
Everything seems the same
Encroaching imposed vanity
What is real can never sustain
A mask formed by denials
That is crowned by disciples
With its roots stretched to stifle
And snuff out the growth of a child
Forming piles of desires unfulfilled and forgotten
Under years of learned torment
Its hopeless, sink to the basement
The depths of my pain emerges from the frame
Its a knife I keep carrying with me
Birthed from the shade, it bleeds all the same
A broken glass that I can't bury
What do you see with the lights off?
A different side of the same cut
Its dark and hopeless
Sink
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The Ritual
06:43
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The ritual
Obsessively I pull the skin seeking a remedy
The voices say I'm nothing without their grip
I'm getting sick; compulsion wills me forward either way
Release me, or shall i expose more bone?
Will i endure the cycle?
Will i still roll the stone?
Corrosive, compulsive behaviour
If i don't comply, then I'm a failure
I see death inside of me
The ritual brings me close to my enemy
I sacrifice losing everything
It repeats until I'm nothing but a memory
I see death inside of me
The Ritual brings me down to my fucking knees
I sacrifice losing everything
I repeat until i wither from the gravity
Death is a relief, may i rest in oblivion
Emptiness at this point is a peace of mind
May i rest; or will you destroy all that is mine
I will fight until my death surrenders me i've lost so much of myself to its calling ache
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Without life, your blind sacrifice paves for a future, petrified supplicant. You only beg when you feel its meaningless, you only take from the hands of those who hold Eucharist
Pray to your apathetic gods
They have no care for your frame of rot
Cross I bear, will you provide them remedy?
I dare not compare, though this is blinded suffering
Pray, do you think that they will save you?
They’ll never listen, they can’t fix you
Though you beg, you can’t sustain truth
Your composure release
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Antithesis
04:59
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Realms of thought rend my mind in states of trial
Aware or not, I'm plagued until the well is dry
Thirst for the water
I've been without too long
This drought of mind is a chasm I must belong
Thirst for my fervour
I've been without too long
This emptiness in life is a chasm i must belong
Antithesis - life is meaningless
Breathing, long awaiting the reason we inherit the birth
Seething, I can't stop me from thinking that there is more to my worth
Cave in, cave in, this mind will collapse under the weight of hopelessness
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Divided in Two
03:33
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Split. Right through the centre
Dualities in gore
Absent endeavoured
Self loathing down to core
I bear witness to a descent of what once would take shape
All that’s left that breathes is depth that can’t be filled with cold shame
Split, right through my centre
I see two in the flow
Nothing fits better
Than a self deforming whole
Try to reason with a perpetuating break in mind that won’t let go
Always a prison sick internally, no roots left to grow
Divided in two
A partition of freedom
With a half of constraint
Taking life out of me
Divided in two
I’m always stuck
Never of love
Always pushing every boundary
Split, callous endeavour
I never satiate
Ripped, destroying the pleasure
This void of life will
Bring
Life ends inside
Bold lines
Meant never to thrive
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14. |
Violent Waves of Malady
06:54
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I have nothing to shed
The only thing i regret; i suffer too slowly
Pass on with hollow lament
While I clutch on to my neck while i snuff out the old me
Cast out these thoughts in my head
They're breaching capacity
I cannot find the things that meant anything to me
Swallow and break through the form
Substance can't surface the pour
I struggle to find peace
While I've lost what makes me warm
I drop below what is torn
These things used to come easy
Feel the dark surrounding me
Violent waves of malady
I'm fading out from my sense of things
While i float in this apathy
I used to feign for a taste
Now sulfar reaches my brain
Apathetic unworthy
I have nothing to shed
I suffer too slowly
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15. |
The Hell of Heaven
06:41
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All paradise is lost; inferno is everything I see
How many levels must I climb to absolve this suffering?
Lust for things unattainable
Living the satiable decline into mortal constraints
I am bound to consume; by my nature; I am tied to this flesh bound greed
I am living a cycle of famine, denied to be
Cold, to the last breath I will cast my hope to the depths
Deep I will shed my mortal blessing,
God isn't present
This is fucking heaven.
Frozen floor, you shackle me evermore
At this rest I find peace in the blessing of inferno,
always nameless, no longer chasing me
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